What if.......??

What if life is a dream, and when we go to sleep we wake up?

What if everything is make believe??

What if today was your last day and tomorrow was to late? Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

What if i said "i love you"??



here are some questions to ponder, and while you do so, know i'll be thinking of you.

Music

IM STRONG ON THE SURFACE, NOT ALL THE WAY THROUGH. I'VE NEVER BEEN PERFECT, BUT NEITHER HAVE YOU....... ~Leave Out All The Rest~

My eyes are open wide
And, by the way,
I made it through the day.
I watched the world out side
And, by the way,
Im leaving out today.

Well, I just saw Hailey's comet
shooting.
Said why you always runnin' in place?
Even the man on the moon dissapears
Somewhere in the stratosphere.

Tell my mother,
Tell my father,
I've done the best i can,
To make them realize,
This is my life
I hope they understand...
Im not angry, im just saying.....
SOMETIMES GOODBYE IS A SECOND CHANCE
~Second Chance~

Sometimes when Im alone,
I wonder,
Is there a spell that I am under,
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love Hurts
But sometimes its a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love Sings
When it transcends the bad things.
So have a heart and try me
Cause without love I wont survive....
~Love Hurts~

Love from my heart

I can't mend the hole thats burns through my heart, tearing it open and leaving it broken. Hearts are un-repairable. doesnt everybody know that? so why is my heart so broken? I sit here, in the middle of your romance, and im alone, with nobody to love. it hurts, it hurts bad. and there's no-one out there for me. no one. im alone in a world full of hate. nobody knows me. there are people who know me more than others, but there are somethings nobody knows. sure, i've got the best friends who love me more than anything, and thats what keeps me going. but how long will that last? soon it will be my best friends all with love filling their hearts and overflowing with emotions for others they may not have time for me. i hope that never happens. i hope they will be mine forever. but what can i guarantee?? they will find love, and i will be alone. there is no one out there for me because im so worthless. i wish i could just fade away into the backround. almost as if i was erased from humanity itself. but these ahhmazing people keep me going. I couldnt live without their love. without them, i'd die. im sure they know who they are, and i want to thank them for being the most ahhmazing people in the universe, and for always being there for me. i want you all to know im never going away and i will love you forever and always. you are what keep me happy in the sadest of times, and i love you. so, with this hole burning in my heart, it is slowly coming together with the help of my friends. they say a broken heart can never be fixed, and i agree. but it can be helped. and without the help of my best friends, i would die. i love you, forever and always.

Love and Hate

There are things i love, and things I hate..... but hey, thats just life.

Sure, life hates me... But that doesnt mean i hate life. Live Life to its fullest, thats what i say, so if it means putting on a smile in the saddest of times, do it. If it means being nice to your enemy, do it. If it means going with what you believe in instead of the flow, do it. If it means being yourself, do it. If it means to believe in yourself 24/7, do it. Live Life to its fullest, and you'll be just a little bit happier than if you didnt, and when it comes your time to die, you'll be proud of the life you lived.

I Am Me.

Black is the new Color.....
Black Roses are the new Red Roses.....
Love is the new Hate......
Life is the new Death......
Sorrow is the new Joy.....

I am the new Girl.

Everybody is changing,

But not like me.

I am now different.

I am now unique.

I am myself,

I am complete.

Im not a follower,

Nor a leader.

Im just me,

And that's all I'll ever be.

Black Roses <33333

Black Roses, my love, are the key to life......or is it death? Black Roses are love, in my opinion. They're beautiful.... perfect..... simple.... yet, extraordinary. Signs of vampires, but mean love. So when you give me a black rose, I will know you love me. Edward, where is my black rose? I think it got lost in the mail......