Love from my heart

I can't mend the hole thats burns through my heart, tearing it open and leaving it broken. Hearts are un-repairable. doesnt everybody know that? so why is my heart so broken? I sit here, in the middle of your romance, and im alone, with nobody to love. it hurts, it hurts bad. and there's no-one out there for me. no one. im alone in a world full of hate. nobody knows me. there are people who know me more than others, but there are somethings nobody knows. sure, i've got the best friends who love me more than anything, and thats what keeps me going. but how long will that last? soon it will be my best friends all with love filling their hearts and overflowing with emotions for others they may not have time for me. i hope that never happens. i hope they will be mine forever. but what can i guarantee?? they will find love, and i will be alone. there is no one out there for me because im so worthless. i wish i could just fade away into the backround. almost as if i was erased from humanity itself. but these ahhmazing people keep me going. I couldnt live without their love. without them, i'd die. im sure they know who they are, and i want to thank them for being the most ahhmazing people in the universe, and for always being there for me. i want you all to know im never going away and i will love you forever and always. you are what keep me happy in the sadest of times, and i love you. so, with this hole burning in my heart, it is slowly coming together with the help of my friends. they say a broken heart can never be fixed, and i agree. but it can be helped. and without the help of my best friends, i would die. i love you, forever and always.